I turn 27 in October and life is just kind of kicking me in the nuts right now. I work a job where there's no room to grow whatsoever and the pay isn't exactly where I'd like it to be. I've fallen into a pattern that used to make me very happy but right now, it just feels like groundhogs day. I wake up, work out, go to my part time insurance job, eat dinner then go ump beer league softball. I make ends meat and enough to party with friends on weekends, but I want something more. I think the hardest part is that three of my closest friends are getting married this summer. My relationship past is well documented on this site and two years ago I got out of a very difficult relationship and eventually got a point where I never looked back. At that point, I became a man whore of sorts. I would go through girls on tinder, at bars, through facebook, wherever I could find them, get them in bed, hang out with them for a week and move to the next. I'm not proud of it but it is what it is. Then, this one girl comes along that has qualities and traits that make me start to re-think this whole one girl to the next one idea. We hung out for a short peroid of time and, while it didn't last, I think it kind of opened my eyes to a few things. I think the reason I like to keep the company of a female is because I really am lonely. I have this very close group of friends and essentially all of them are married/engaged/or have serious girlfriends. So for the first time in a lot of years, I opened myself up to the idea of getting back out there and trying to find someone that made me happy. It worked very shortly but was over before it ever really materalized. So it was that brief relationship that made me feel stuck. In work, in life, with the opposite sex. Kind of just looking for some words and wisodm from some people that have experience in this. Thanks for the feedback fellas.