Dear The Phins.Com,
Some of you have been privately told some majorly important information in my life. I want you to know that I feel connected to those of you that know and feel we've formed an important friendship over my time here just beyond football. To those I have yet to contact about this (you'll know who you are) yours is coming. If you don't get one, and I seem like someone you may be interested in talking to, please feel free to contact me and after some time I may clue you in depending on how we click. If I don't please don't feel bad it's just incredibly personal.
To the owners of the site as a matter of my membership here,
Sometimes the TOS have bothered me a bit. The family atmosphere has been wonderful for me finding friends with similar football interests, but I believe a part of football is talking smack. I have a love hate relationship with that about this site that has almost caused me to back off or quit several times, but have since found a place where I can go to talk trash. Thank you football junkies, and thank you Z (yet you don't know it yet lmfao). I now understand that I can do what interests me about football here and respect the TOS, and go there and do what I love about football there (while not making very many friends in the process :sidelol: and love football there).
Anyway, you've really created a wonderful atmosphere here, and I'm thankful not only for the place to keep up with my beloved Miami Dolphins, but that this place really is like a family. Keep up the wonderful job.
Boik, Alen1, Mandy.. you're next. Anyone I'm not thinking of that still posts here that thinks of me as a friend that wants to know.. PM me.
Sincerely,
Anal Gap :D
Writing this reminded me of this song, which got my day off musicially (a very important thing to me). Zep fans, enjoy.
[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fmQMrpsQwfk"]YouTube- Led Zeppelin- Thank You[/ame]
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hey man, i know i am one of the guys you have connected with. we have talked for hours on AIM. Glad i met you bro! Cant wait to continue our friendship bro! Not gunna say much, cause we're talking right now probably on facebook :lol:
cya steve! :hi5:anlgp likes this. -
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Fin-o if you wanna know, you too. GM league has been fun with you man. I don't know how to do trades, but I enjoyed the fact that you tried with me.Fin-Omenal and Big E like this. -
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What are some of your hobbies man?FinSane likes this. -
Ohiophinphan Chaplain Staff Member Luxury Box
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The 49'ers are whiners, and the dolphins make the rest of the NFL look like children playing a mans game.
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uh wtf did i miss
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What the **** I'll throw it out there.
I was raped when I was a child. I don't want sympathy or pity and I don't want a lot of questions. I've been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder (including social), dysuria (edit: dysthymia :lol: . disuria is something else.. ), and if there is a chance I have bi-polar it's the 2nd kind. I have been told by one doc that I suffer from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, but the other disagrees.. Except I think I've been having flashbacks recently, so it's possible.
I'm on meds, but ehhhh yeah. Now the phins knows.Vengeful Odin, djphinfan, NaboCane and 2 others like this. -
Ohiophinphan Chaplain Staff Member Luxury Box
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Sounds like you're in a good state of mind right now, just keep moving forward and surrounding yourself with the right ppl. You're a likable guy, that will take you far in this life. I hope your future makes up for what you've suffered in your past...
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I have never experienced physical harm to this extent but I'd imagine it cant be easy. You are a strong person steve and thats an admirable trait. Not many people can deal with stuff of this severity in private, let alone in an open forum. :knucks:anlgp, NaboCane, jetssuck and 1 other person like this. -
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Thanks guys. I've got a theory about psychology that I was talking to my therapist about. I don't want to reveal it because I plan on writing a book about it, but she told me it holds weight and she could see people buying this book and being interested in the theory.
For someone who has their doctorate in the field to tell me, who has yet to even have his associates, made me really think that I have a knack for the field, and for understanding people. You know how people say "that made my day"? Well, that made my life. It gave my life purpose. I respect the hell out of this woman, she takes her job very seriously, and I'm going to follow this one.. I think I'm onto something.
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once these demons get taken care of my life will be summed up in a few words. In fact, I think it's what I want on my tombstone. "That Was ****ing Awesome". Maybe I can get one of these for good measure. I really like the simplicity of the thumb.. and the saying is just funny as hell. Which is probably why I do it so often.
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Boik, how's the burn man?
DDebby I saw you thanked me. How are you?
Anyone else.. I'll get back to ya.anditsgood likes this. -
You take care and I'll be talking to you soon.:yes:anlgp likes this.