Thank You
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anlgpNew MemberOPDear The Phins.Com,
Some of you have been privately told some majorly important information in my life. I want you to know that I feel connected to those of you that know and feel we've formed an important friendship over my time here just beyond football. To those I have yet to contact about this (you'll know who you are) yours is coming. If you don't get one, and I seem like someone you may be interested in talking to, please feel free to contact me and after some time I may clue you in depending on how we click. If I don't please don't feel bad it's just incredibly personal.
To the owners of the site as a matter of my membership here,
Sometimes the TOS have bothered me a bit. The family atmosphere has been wonderful for me finding friends with similar football interests, but I believe a part of football is talking smack. I have a love hate relationship with that about this site that has almost caused me to back off or quit several times, but have since found a place where I can go to talk trash. Thank you football junkies, and thank you Z (yet you don't know it yet lmfao). I now understand that I can do what interests me about football here and respect the TOS, and go there and do what I love about football there (while not making very many friends in the process :sidelol: and love football there).
Anyway, you've really created a wonderful atmosphere here, and I'm thankful not only for the place to keep up with my beloved Miami Dolphins, but that this place really is like a family. Keep up the wonderful job.
Boik, Alen1, Mandy.. you're next. Anyone I'm not thinking of that still posts here that thinks of me as a friend that wants to know.. PM me.
Sincerely,
Anal Gap :D
Writing this reminded me of this song, which got my day off musicially (a very important thing to me). Zep fans, enjoy.
YouTube- Led Zeppelin- Thank You
"A man's suffering is similar to the behavior of gas. If a certain quantity of gas is pumped into an empty chamber, it will fill the chamber completely and evenly, no matter how big the chamber. Thus, suffering completely fills the human soul and conscious mind, no matter whether the suffering great or little. Therefore, the "size" of human suffering is absolutely relative." - Viktor Frankl
SICKforum_veteranhey man, i know i am one of the guys you have connected with. we have talked for hours on AIM. Glad i met you bro! Cant wait to continue our friendship bro! Not gunna say much, cause we're talking right now probably on facebook :lol:
cya steve! :hi5:
Co-Host of the Welcome to Perfectville Podcast
RGFsubscriberSounds like a heart-felt message to me. Hey,Gapper- I`ve read many of your out-reach posts and I sincerely wish you nothing but the best. Hang in there brother, better days are coming. :hi5:
anlgpNew Member"RGF wrote:
Sounds like a heart-felt message to me. Hey,Gapper- I`ve read many of your out-reach posts and I sincerely wish you nothing but the best. Hang in there brother, better days are coming. :hi5:
Thanks man. How are you? Hobbies?
"A man's suffering is similar to the behavior of gas. If a certain quantity of gas is pumped into an empty chamber, it will fill the chamber completely and evenly, no matter how big the chamber. Thus, suffering completely fills the human soul and conscious mind, no matter whether the suffering great or little. Therefore, the "size" of human suffering is absolutely relative." - Viktor Frankl
anlgpNew Member"Big E wrote:
awww....anal gap loves me....wait.
If you wanna know E, lemme know.
"Fin-Omenal wrote:
Do they show nip slips over there?
They have a hotties forum. I don't think they do nip slips, but http://www.pileofwit.com is your place for that. I'm an admin there, so watch your ass.
Fin-o if you wanna know, you too. GM league has been fun with you man. I don't know how to do trades, but I enjoyed the fact that you tried with me.
"A man's suffering is similar to the behavior of gas. If a certain quantity of gas is pumped into an empty chamber, it will fill the chamber completely and evenly, no matter how big the chamber. Thus, suffering completely fills the human soul and conscious mind, no matter whether the suffering great or little. Therefore, the "size" of human suffering is absolutely relative." - Viktor Frankl
anlgpNew Member"FinSane wrote:
Here's one for the Gapper!
Don't know you tell well finsane, but I felt bad for you when you lost your job (or are worried about losing it).
What are some of your hobbies man?
"A man's suffering is similar to the behavior of gas. If a certain quantity of gas is pumped into an empty chamber, it will fill the chamber completely and evenly, no matter how big the chamber. Thus, suffering completely fills the human soul and conscious mind, no matter whether the suffering great or little. Therefore, the "size" of human suffering is absolutely relative." - Viktor Frankl
OhiophinphanmoderatorI continue to wish you well. I have no personal use for smack but if you have found someplace that makes you happy.... fine by me. Continued best wishes
OHIOPHINPHAN
Witness to the first ever practice of the Miami Dolphins, 1966.
Boik14subscriberDude, what the deuce? I'll have to hear this one Steve... I didnt even think you knew how to talk smack! Epic Fail @ :lol:
FinSaneforum_veteran"anlgp wrote:
Don't know you tell well finsane, but I felt bad for you when you lost your job (or are worried about losing it).
What are some of your hobbies man?
I really dont have any. :sad:
anlgpNew Member"Ohiophinphan wrote:
I continue to wish you well. I have no personal use for smack but if you have found someplace that makes you happy.... fine by me. Continued best wishes
Not leaving this place my friend. Thanks for your wishes. I have use for smack because football is one of the only things that excites me and I need that passion in my life and that's how I let it out.
"Boik14 wrote:
Dude, what the deuce? I'll have to hear this one Steve... I didnt even think you knew how to talk smack! Epic Fail @ :lol:
If the patriots didn't have video tape they wouldn't have won the super bowls they did. If the jets didn't have mark sanchez maybe they would have won more games last year. If the bills didn't suck, they wouldn't make me :lol: anymore, and I'd be horribly depressed. COLTS stands for Count On Losing The Season, the Bucs may as well be executed, ben roethlisburger needs to stand trial for being a rapist, i hate the way the steelers logo is only on one side it makes the team look like it's ran by an idiot who forgot to stamp the other side. Chicago are a bunch of jackasses for trading so many picks for Jay Cutler it's not even funny. The broncos get that big of a lead in on the season and drop it and expect people to care this year? :lol:
The 49'ers are whiners, and the dolphins make the rest of the NFL look like children playing a mans game.
And that's just to start.
"A man's suffering is similar to the behavior of gas. If a certain quantity of gas is pumped into an empty chamber, it will fill the chamber completely and evenly, no matter how big the chamber. Thus, suffering completely fills the human soul and conscious mind, no matter whether the suffering great or little. Therefore, the "size" of human suffering is absolutely relative." - Viktor Frankl
Boik14subscriber"anlgp wrote:
Not leaving this place my friend. Thanks for your wishes. I have use for smack because football is one of the only things that excites me and I need that passion in my life and that's how I let it out.
If the patriots didn't have video tape they wouldn't have won the super bowls they did. If the jets didn't have mark sanchez maybe they would have won more games last year. If the bills didn't suck, they wouldn't make me :lol: anymore, and I'd be horribly depressed. COLTS stands for Count On Losing The Season, the Bucs may as well be executed, ben roethlisburger needs to stand trial for being a rapist, i hate the way the steelers logo is only on one side it makes the team look like it's ran by an idiot who forgot to stamp the other side. Chicago are a bunch of jackasses for trading so many picks for Jay Cutler it's not even funny. The broncos get that big of a lead in on the season and drop it and expect people to care this year? :lol:
The 49'ers are whiners, and the dolphins make the rest of the NFL look like children playing a mans game.
And that's just to start.
Thats mediocre at best Steve. If youre gonna talk smack you better go take some lessons or something :tongue2:
GISHforum_veteranGlad to see you're expanding your circle of trust. Talk to you soon.
anlgpNew Member"Boik14 wrote:
Thats mediocre at best Steve. If youre gonna talk smack you better go take some lessons or something :tongue2:
If I talked smack how I do in real life I would be permanently banned from this site :D
"A man's suffering is similar to the behavior of gas. If a certain quantity of gas is pumped into an empty chamber, it will fill the chamber completely and evenly, no matter how big the chamber. Thus, suffering completely fills the human soul and conscious mind, no matter whether the suffering great or little. Therefore, the "size" of human suffering is absolutely relative." - Viktor Frankl
Boik14subscriber"anlgp wrote:
If I talked smack how I do in real life I would be permanently banned from this site :D
Some time on AIM you'll have to give me a better idea of what you got. I've heard meaner stuff from 7 year olds :lol:
anlgpNew MemberWhat the **** I'll throw it out there.
I was raped when I was a child. I don't want sympathy or pity and I don't want a lot of questions. I've been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder (including social), dysuria (edit: dysthymia :lol: . disuria is something else.. ), and if there is a chance I have bi-polar it's the 2nd kind. I have been told by one doc that I suffer from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, but the other disagrees.. Except I think I've been having flashbacks recently, so it's possible.
I'm on meds, but ehhhh yeah. Now the phins knows.
"A man's suffering is similar to the behavior of gas. If a certain quantity of gas is pumped into an empty chamber, it will fill the chamber completely and evenly, no matter how big the chamber. Thus, suffering completely fills the human soul and conscious mind, no matter whether the suffering great or little. Therefore, the "size" of human suffering is absolutely relative." - Viktor Frankl
OhiophinphanmoderatorNo sympathy, no pity, just my ongoing prayers which you have had for some time.
OHIOPHINPHAN
Witness to the first ever practice of the Miami Dolphins, 1966.
Hey Steve, you're a helluva guy and a pleasure to talk to. We haven't spoken on AIM much recently but we'll get back to it, I guarantee you it.
Hope Madden is going well. ;)
jetssuckNew MemberSounds like you're in a good state of mind right now, just keep moving forward and surrounding yourself with the right ppl. You're a likable guy, that will take you far in this life. I hope your future makes up for what you've suffered in your past...
JS
Boik14subscriber"anlgp wrote:
What the **** I'll throw it out there.
I was raped when I was a child. I don't want sympathy or pity and I don't want a lot of questions. I've been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder (including social), dysuria, and if there is a chance I have bi-polar it's the 2nd kind. I have been told by one doc that I suffer from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, but the other disagrees.. Except I think I've been having flashbacks recently, so it's possible.
I'm on meds, but ehhhh yeah. Now the phins knows.
When we first spoke about your SAD condition you were afraid to even go to a doctor to get it checked on. You didnt even want to talk about it on AIM. To be able to face your reality and talk about it is the first step to being mentally healthy. Nothing you or I do will ever change the past but you can confront it and deal with adversity in a manner that is constructive like this.
I have never experienced physical harm to this extent but I'd imagine it cant be easy. You are a strong person steve and thats an admirable trait. Not many people can deal with stuff of this severity in private, let alone in an open forum. :knucks:
NaboCaneNew Member"Boik14 wrote:
Some time on AIM you'll have to give me a better idea of what you got. I've heard meaner stuff from 7 year olds :lol:
Or nuns. :chuckle:
Steve, you're one of the good guys. The courage to reveal what you did about your life - the act of "saying it out lout," so to speak - is something to build on if nothing else.
I am lucky to call you a friend.
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